I was reluctant to post about my depression but I feel that my having cancer has made my depression worse.When I was first found out about my cancer I was still upbeat.Now I'm having a hard time staying upbeat all I wanna do is sleep,I don't eat much I'm starting into my hole again.I made a promise to myself yest night that I won't let my depression get me again,I'm gonna go out and live my life.I've had a bit of a cold this week and dizziness,but tomorrow I get to see Mandy my bestest friend in the whole world!

On April 8th I went to Hillman for bl work and checkup..I'm ok!!!Next month MRI ugh!!!Then my family took me to Red Lobster my fave omg did that taste good!Mischief had his vets checkup and the doc still has no idea what it is on his back,we take him back next month.Please pray from him!