Aug 27

Today went to Hillman my blood report came back fine.I hate sitting and waiting for hours for my doc but the positive test results make it worth it.Its so hard seeing the cancer patience that are way far worse.It breaks my heart cause they look so frail and in pain.I guess I came away from this almost healthy.  I'm still having headaches and dizziness and my eyes hurt..I start my chemo pills Thur/Fri.Mischief had his biopsy today we won't know for a week His poor back looks painful I feel so bad for him,hopefully the biopsy will be ok.My job now is to keep Tashi off his back and not attack him,ugh!She isn't doing it as much and she just wants to play.

Aug 24

I was suppose to have blood work at Hillman but I was nauseated and had a horrible headache. This month has been full of dizziness and headaches and my eyes have been hurting.I go back to Hillman next week I'll post my blood report :)

Aug 2

July 30,we took both cats to the vet my girlie got her last kittens shots (good checkup) and my boy they want to biopsy on the  lumps on his back..I'm so scared that it's something that could kill him.I'm trying to stay positive  but I can't lose him he's been my rock through my depression and other important moments in my life.I always held him and he would purr it's comforting :).IDK if I'm hormonal or what but thinking about it makes me wanna cry.Please send positive thoughts and prays to him! You know what really,really,really bugs the sh## out of me the morons that say "Oh it's just a cat/dog"..No they are NOT just pets they are members of the family as$#%^&seriously that pisses me the f#!@ off who the hell are you to judge anyone.Not all animal lovers hoard animals or are "crazy cat ladies/men".And to be 100% honest I like animals better then ppl.All they want is love,food and a place to sleep and go potty.Animals will never put you down,make fun of you.I have learned to trust ppl again but that was a long process and the ppl I trust I trust w/ my life I know they only wants whats best for me and love me for me.And for that I'm truly grateful for!